An apology.
Dear readers (if you are still there),
I would like to apologise for being absent for so long. The past month represented a very difficult time for me and my family. We had to say goodbye to my Grandma. Her passing was sudden and unexpected, but, thank God, relatively quick so she didn´t have to suffer a lot.
I held her hand and prayed a lot (yes, me, I prayed, you would be shocked what the feeling of helplessness can do to you) in her last moments because even though her brain didn´t process it, I desperately wanted her to know that she was not alone.
Even though I wanted to be strong for my dad and for my Grandpa, and go on with my life like I would normally do, it didn´t last long and the breakdown finally came, as unexpected as it could; on a crossroads in the dark while driving my car. It scared me a lot and as much as I wanted to write posts and take pictures and draw and be creative, I couldn´t. So I took almost a moth off.
But I am trying to get back to my chores and continue working on my personal goals. There is a new post coming right after this one so I hope you´ll like it.
The fact is, my family and I, we have a new guardian angel now and I know she is watching over us from her new home in heaven. So the only thing left is to work; work on myself to start feeling better and cherish every single moment with the rest of my family because (now more than ever) I know that every second spend with a loved one is rare.
Until next time,
čauko, Lenka :)
I would like to apologise for being absent for so long. The past month represented a very difficult time for me and my family. We had to say goodbye to my Grandma. Her passing was sudden and unexpected, but, thank God, relatively quick so she didn´t have to suffer a lot.
I held her hand and prayed a lot (yes, me, I prayed, you would be shocked what the feeling of helplessness can do to you) in her last moments because even though her brain didn´t process it, I desperately wanted her to know that she was not alone.
Even though I wanted to be strong for my dad and for my Grandpa, and go on with my life like I would normally do, it didn´t last long and the breakdown finally came, as unexpected as it could; on a crossroads in the dark while driving my car. It scared me a lot and as much as I wanted to write posts and take pictures and draw and be creative, I couldn´t. So I took almost a moth off.
But I am trying to get back to my chores and continue working on my personal goals. There is a new post coming right after this one so I hope you´ll like it.
The fact is, my family and I, we have a new guardian angel now and I know she is watching over us from her new home in heaven. So the only thing left is to work; work on myself to start feeling better and cherish every single moment with the rest of my family because (now more than ever) I know that every second spend with a loved one is rare.
Until next time,
čauko, Lenka :)
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